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pissed the fuck off WHY AM I SO LAME?
So the postings were up.
Sr. Tap. check.
Sr. Jazz. check.
K here's the one I was scared for.
IMPACT. well there's Liz, Aubree, Casey, Bri. Everyone else. Oh what? no me.
Like I wasn't expecting to make it, BUT i also wasn't expecting I'd be the only one who didn't.
So i started to talk to Liz about it this morning and she was like "yeah Cathy was impressed with you" and so on. So I didn't have a bad audition. Well i didn't/don't think i did. I busted my ass for that audition. I even did fuates (sp?) and they were good! I'm so pissed at myself right now. Like why isn't my best as good as all of my friends? Why am I still on the bottom? This isn't the first time i've tried for something in dance and not made it, maybe it's a sign. I just suck and need to find a new hobby.
August 31 2005, 00:55:43 UTC 6 years ago
August 31 2005, 00:57:14 UTC 6 years ago
August 31 2005, 01:14:43 UTC 6 years ago
i love you dearly and when you weren't on that list i FREAKED. uhm. helloo. things from seaworld don't belong on impact. i don't know what to say to make everything better, because nothing relaly will. however, i've been in the spot of not making a team and i know how disappointing it is. but really.... you do belong on impact and i'm appauled that certain people were put ahead of you. UGH. but you're a wonderful dancer at the end of the day, and cathy can suck on it.
see you thursday dear!
<3!!!
EMmelia
August 31 2005, 03:38:00 UTC 6 years ago
the beautiful and majestic devyn~
dinky darling-You're so much more than you give yourself credit for~
You're so amazing and unbelievably charming that its hard to find a flaw in you. I'm so lucky to have a friend like you and I know that Impact meant a lot to you, but you did GREAT by making the other teams. Don't beat yourself up, you're too special for that.
love you~
kate--
September 2 2005, 22:09:42 UTC 6 years ago
My Dink-a-D
Devvie! You are an amazing dancer! You really gotta stop beating yourself up! You know how long ago I would have stopped acting when I didn't get something I wanted? THE FIRST PLAY I EVER DID! Ensemble sucks! But I still do it, and I know I'm not bad. You're WONDERFUL!! Don't give up dance just because you didn't make impact! I know how important it was and still is to you, but you know what they say! You can't win 'em all! I LOVE YOU DEVYN AND YOU'RE AMAZING!! Keep smilin, and that means keep dancin!~*MWAH*~ -Laur-